As we both would say, it’s never goodbye it’s always see you later. So many words still can’t express how deeply I felt about you, but Dexter you showed me that love still exists even 7,000 miles apart. I loved you more than anything. I was on a flight every month just to see you. Loving you was easy. You brought light and happiness into my life in ways I didn’t even know I needed. I’m so grateful for every laugh, every late conversation, every moment we shared. And I want you to know I was ther

You can consume endless wisdom and still avoid real life. You feel like you do the work through insight consumption but never integrate/experience that insight in the world yourself. That’s where I’ve been stuck. I’ll listen, watch & reflect, analyze and call it growth!! But knowing about something isn’t the same as LIVING it. There comes a point where understanding becomes another place to hide. This idea of “self aware” makes it so easy to stay in your mind and then you’ll tell yourself you’re